March 23, 2021

I am going to go a little off topic today and I hope that you will indulge me. Usually the content on this page is about my life, my joys and my family. But I want to share about my friend Kay. We have known each other for about 10 years, through both working at...

March 17, 2021

My grief is strong today. Honestly I’m surprised that my heart breaks more today then February 17th. But Nancy says that I m softer now that despite my best efforts the cracks have widened and pains seeps through easier. Still my son deserves to be celebrated. We had...

March 17, 2021

Today is your 24th birthday love bug. These are my most heartfelt wishes for you. I hope you are still able to see the wonder of this world. To look for magical beings and prehistoric creatures and experience the joy of discovery. I wish for you to continue to soar to...

March 13, 2021

Normally I write all the qualities I love about you but today, on your birthday, I thought maybe I would talk about the things you love. You are a sports fanatic. You will watch any sport of any kind. You have a natural athleticism that annoys me when we both are...

March 1, 2021

As I am nearing the end of one more decade (please don’t ask.. please don’t ask ), I wanted to create more bucket lists. One of them is the most important to me. I want to finish writing my book. It has been this labour of love for Ryan but more importantly a...

Feb 20,2021

Peace comes with time and brings not only grace but moments of joy. Returning home always has periods of sadness combined with guilt for leaving. But to be welcomed by my daughters washes away the grief if only for a little while. And that is enough. This is...

Feb 18, 2021

“That’s all you can do in this world, no matter how strong the current beats against you, or how heavy your burden, or how tragic your love story. You keep going.”~Robyn Schneider I confess that some days moving forward is unbearable. The weight of grief is heavy and...

Jan 31,2021

2021For the last year, we have changed the way we view the world; what is important and what is necessary. I see the struggles and heartache and I also see the blessings and the silver linings. Although things haven’t been easy, I am challenging myself to rethink my...

Jan 18, 2021

Each day I must remind myself .. it will never be enough to survive. I need to find purpose and thrive. In this way, I honour Ryan. He was a gift to...

Jan 13, 2021

~A Milestone ~ We are very pleased to announce that The Freebird Project Missing Person Society is now incorporated. As a non profit organization, we provide the resources, skills and loving support to families of missing people. Through our own tragedies and...