I recognize that most days, people associate me as the spokesperson for Ryan but it is always so important to acknowledge the level of care, determination and the search efforts that Scott did from day one until now. He is a father that will go to whatever lengths...

Marriage/ Partnership roles?? After time are they engrained? Then expected ??? Like if your husband has an aversion to the laundry hamper and feels compelled to drop dirty clothing right beside it… can that be changed? Throwing them in the garbage can that is two...

You know we talk as a family so much about Ryan’s disappearance but Jordyn speaking tonight really offers me a peek inside her thoughts. I’m incredibly proud of her for being so open and willing to speak. She is an incredibly private individual that doesn’t seek...

My father taught me so many lessons. My husband has taught me a great deal more. Each family has a value system. It can be one taught generation to generation, like laws passed down from the mouths of elders to the precious ears of babes. Some will be learned and...

“Between*** In my life journeyMemories of failure cause painThinking of you gives hopeBetween that, I breathe --- - Ehsan Sehgal. Some days I feel like I don’t belong. Not in the world that I have been thrust into nor the world of my choosing. I feel unsettled between...

Gorgeous but perhaps a little closer than I would prefer. Actually you have never seen four adults scramble so fast to take “quiet” pictures. (I didn’t want to spook her) Sooo you can imagine how happy I am getting ready to go search. I’m too pretty to be...

Perfect days don’t exist because they are exquisite down to the tiniest detail; the weather full of sun and warmth, the location exotic and intoxicating or the people inviting and entertaining. Perfect days are the sum of all parts I suppose, but practically speaking...

Grief comes in waves. Unexpected, fierce, uncontrollable and without exception. The waves batter and bruise you continuously until you think you can’t fight them anymore. But like with all storms, eventually they subside; coming less, perhaps not always as strong....

“You are my angel, you remind me of the goodness in this world and inspire me to be the greatest version of myself." I want you to fly my beautiful girl, to escape the paltry bonds that tether you to an uncertain world and soar towards a brilliant future. I long for...

I thought after such a long time that I would update the progress in our search for Ryan. I will start with an analogy that one of our RCMP liaisons gifted to us (of course I hope he will forgive my tendencies to expand on it but I liked his wording that I adopted it...