Heather’s Blog

So much tragedy.

Today for the first time in 7 long weeks, I thought about something other then just Ryan.

Today parents of the Humboldt Broncos are going through their own personal hell. Some have lost their own life’s blood. Some will begin a very long road to recovery. And some, although they are physically okay, will never be the same.

I can’t even begin to imagine. I can’t even begin to express my deepest sorrow.

And for all those parents and loved ones that are experiencing this tragedy , will be the legions of friends and family that want to offer help and to comfort.

Don’t be afraid.

One thing that I have learned from my own experience is that I want to talk about my son. I embrace your hugs and prayers.

It is okay to make me cry with memories of my son. He is never far from my thoughts.

I cry because he matters. To me, to his dad, to his sisters and to all of his family and friends.

I cry with sadness over what could have been.

I cry with frustration because I can’t find him.

I cry with joy because he was a pretty amazing person.

As were all of these boys.

Make us cry. Just don’t forget. @ Sun Peaks Resort