Some days the pain of not having Ryan here with us is unbearable.

I yearn for the sound of his voice, his presence that equally annoys and pleases me. All that he was and is sometimes feels completely lost to me; an eternity without him.

But then I will be reminded, in moments like these, that love is infinite. It never wanes. And it will always find a way to encompass you with it’s certainty.

I miss you love bug.

I love you always.