July 29, 2021

The last 3 1/2 years have taken their toll. I know that. It hurts my soul to know that our desire to search and connect with Ryan has been hampered by COVID and now forest fires. But that is just a temporary measure. I know that as well. I look around with such...

July 5, 2021

I feel this. Too many times we wait, for something more or better, we wish for justice or divine intervention, we live for the opportunity and pray for the luck. Everything is just around the corner it seems, if we can just get past this part. We all want to be happy...

July 4, 2021

It was a perfect weekend at the lake. Surrounding yourself with good people will always be a definite plus. Sunshine, laughter and friends gave such peace, that I’m sorry to see the time go by so fast. We are definitely lucky particularly coming home and seeing the...

June 28, 2021

I met Scott at about the same age as Ryan was before he vanished. My husband has always been kind, loyal, equal parts stubborn and empathic and incredibly loving. But I think as you grow up together, you tend to see each other as young as the day you first met. You...

June 26, 2021

I recognize that most days, people associate me as the spokesperson for Ryan but it is always so important to acknowledge the level of care, determination and the search efforts that Scott did from day one until now. He is a father that will go to whatever lengths...

June 22, 2021

Marriage/ Partnership roles?? After time are they engrained? Then expected ??? Like if your husband has an aversion to the laundry hamper and feels compelled to drop dirty clothing right beside it… can that be changed? Throwing them in the garbage can that is two...