I understand that people want to know what is going on. I understand that.

I also know everyone, including myself wants these search dogs to be miracles. And maybe they will be. But what I have discovered is that they will find what they are looking for if what they are looking for is in the areas they are searching.

This area is vast. There is too many places here to search and they only have 3 days to search.

I do pray that today is the day we find him, tomorrow is the day and agonizingly so on and so on.

I do promise that I will post. You will know.

You have decided to travel on this journey with us. It is not an easy journey. At the end is not necessarily a happily ever after.

But there is a limit to how much I can do. Please recognize that. I cannot always give you what you need. You want answers. Scott and I desperately want answers. But we have come to the stark realization that even when we find Ryan, we may never find the answers that will soothe or comfort us.

And that will have to be enough for all of us.

All I can do is to continue on with what I know and what does provide me some comfort…. my stories about Ryan.